Friday, December 17, 2010

Weeping

Last night as I thought about leaving, I realized that this is the first time I have had to say permanent goodbyes. I've said bye many times, but when we have a relationship with our heavenly father, we can know that we will see each other again. However, last night I realized that only three of my students have such a relationship and the rest is most likely a permanent goodbye. I began weeping for my students and realized that this is the first time my heart has really been truly burdened for the unsaved. This morning I woke up at 5 with a splitting ear ache and went up to the roof and just wept for this country. For the unsaved, the lost, and against the bondage that Satan has put this nation in.

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  1. The Lors is sovereign. His will will be done. We are called to do his will, which is good, pleasant and perfect will. He is the Savior. We are his servants. May his peace indwell in you deeply. Love, Mom and Dad

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  2. It's beautiful to see a reflection of God's love for his people in you. God's love.. where sorrow and love flow mingled down. I think that sorrow comes in that love. It is so passionate... I think partly because of the pain and joy tied up in the gift he offers.

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